It's a Fantasy

It’s a fantasy that we live on

Really is that realty

It’s a fantasy

Hearts are crying

Beneath, the burden is too heavy

Really is that realty

It’s true

Past every emotion we are free

It’s a fantasy

Rubbing your eyes to wake up

What do you see?

Sleeping next to a woman

Its ought to be

Loving her madly truly

Is what she seeks

Lost in your words

She would ask you

Really is that realty

It’s true

It’s a fantasy

To world we say

Sniffing suspicion every where

Need no more

Love it has to be

Sublime, pure and honestly

Its true

It’s a fantasy

Let's Fall

Close ur eyes

Brea.....the

Feel the spell

Re.......el

There is something on ur mind

Speak it out loud

When the world comes in near

You won’t need to shout

There is magic brewing out there

The wizard knows it all

Let’s fall

Through the wall

Remember me

A faint memory

Listen to the voice

Ajar and free

Waiting in the alley

Is the bus honking

Long sent for retrieval

For the man longing

Trust me

The wizard knows it all

Let’s fall

Through the wall

Darkness blooms

Prettier than ever

The deep is valiant

Compliant to the evil fervor

Every creature is invited

Malicious Sinful Immoral

To walk to the edge

 It’s ok even if you crawl

Trust me

There is magic brewing out there

And the wizard knows it all

Let’s fall

Through the wall

Ek Pal Zindagi ka

Ek pal is zindagi ka yuhi beet gaya

Us pal mein jaise mera aks tham gaya

Kuch to alag huya,

Dard huya

Tees uthi

Par ghav nahin mila

Kadam na ruke

Rukte bhi kaise

Manzil jo paani thi

Aur main chalta gaya

Kyu mera jism mujhse bairi ho gaya

Mere chit mein ye kaisi thi hulchal

Dheere dheere saare rang beejan kyu lag rahe the

Hriday main aisi kampan maine pehle messos na ki

Ek pal zindagi ka yuhi beet gaya

Us pal mein jaise mera aks tham gaya

Tere aane ki pyaas

Tujhse milne kaa ehssas

Khaamosh lamhon mein khaati meethi si awaaz

Rooh ko sahlaane waala sparsh

Ye sab kal ki hi to baat thi

To aaj mein farq phir kya hua

Ek pal zindagi ka yuhi beet gaya

Us pal mein jaise mera aks tham gaya

Bahakte jazbaaton ne majboor kar diya

Teri ore dekha to tune door kar diya

Ruk jaane ka mann bahut tha

Magar rukna meri fitrat mein na tha

Aarzoo liye main swaarthi ban gaya

Dil ke har kone ko khali karta gaya

Is raah main khud se juda ho gaya

Ek pal zindagi ka yuhi beet gaya

Us pal mein jaise mera aks tham gaya

Adhure se khwaabon ko dafn kiya

Naye sapne sajaaye

Teri har yaad ko kharonch kar nikala

Thore se chain ke liye

Ta umar bechain ho gaya

Kuch keh hi deti tum

Ya kuch main hi sun leta

Ek pal aur us pal mein jod deta

Hasi aati hai, gussa bhi,

Sala, ek pal zindagi ka yuhi beet gaya

Us pal mein jaise mera aks tham gaya

Contemplation

Misery and pain
Is that all?
Is it the rain,
Outside the wall?

Did you try?
Speak the truth.
Silence or circumstances or ego
What was the route?

Ask your heart
The price of denial
Loneliness and anger
Fall before the last mile

Closing in to the final words
Hands start shivering
Stay strong for victory
Winner shall get a losing trophy

I believed in angels
The angel walked past me
Cold, insensitive and stubborn
Human in reality

The days shall end soon
A tough night eternal follows
This incorrigible heart must surrender
Weeping quietly on the gallows.

Ek Kahani...

Ek teri kahani ek meri kahani
Thori si muskurahat thora sa paani
Har ehsaas ek anchua pehlu hai
Par daastaan hai purani
Ek teri kahani ek meri kahani

Do shaqsh hai anjaan se
Do raasate begaane
Tare hai ek taraf aur duji oor
Suraj ki pashaani
Dhundle aakash mein chehre hai kai
Dhoodhe kisse nigaahein ye meri

Ek teri kahani ek meri kahani

Mor hai majhdhar hai
Bandhano ki dewaar hai
Paimane ko kheech rahi hai ek dor
Magar saki bekhayal hai
Padh na woh ghazal kehti sham suhaani
Dohara de phir se wahi kahani
Ek teri kahani ek meri kahani.


Samundar ki girti leherein
Uthne ko betaab hain
Jab dard dawaa ho, Sunayee deti hai
Wohi awaaz mujassmo mein bhi
Ja ke poocha haqeemo se nuskha-e-dillagi
Kabr dar kabr afnsaane bayan kiye

Syaahi khatam, par iraada jatil
Likhoo nazaarna is yaraane ka,
Shayad wo bhi padhe meri jubaani
Ek teri kahani ek meri kahani

Don't read it!! Its not a 'poem'

There I sat and watched the words fly by
Insensitive gestures they all come by
Without a glimpse of sadness my world seems so untrue
The thoughts of wisdom will take me through

With glory and the lullaby
She sat next to me, thinking
I may be sorry, because I didn’t mean a thing
But I simply apologised for stretching the string.
When it all got over she would meet
Solace that we craved to greet
On this mutual stance we both agreed
Love is just the beginning for a long retreat

It seems so fucking surreal
The reality at hand
Gazing through the gallows
I see bright sunshine
When none else bothers
And my heart’s on a burner
I pour some wine from an empty bottle
And drive through the meadows full throttle

Quite aware while writing this song or nasty verse
I’m not poet and it wouldn’t solve a purpose
I can’t put on paper what I am feeling
But that’s the only thing that helps me sleeping

So I am off to sleep while you read this through
I never knew you, and neither did you.
The sourness isn’t gonna end so soon,
So dear, let me go and sleep on the moon!

Sleep over it

A simple thought of inclination
Has the power to rule imagination
Fragrance of the charm unstinted
Creates a mist of desire
Don’t know who is going to be
On the bench next day

So I start my morning with an everlasting smile
No thoughts to bother me for a while

I walk through the woods and see
Off the daffodil leaves dew drops flee
The murmur of the cricket is a
Reminder of the whispers
Silent words that travelled many a mile
Bringing willies to grey whiskers

So I start my morning with an everlasting smile
No thoughts to bother me for a while

Then arrived time for a quiet nap,
Besieged man retiring from the clan
Evil is good till it’s undone
I fear good that has no son
I keep remembering what’s lost
Sitting alone till the dawning frost

So I start my morning with an everlasting smile
No thoughts to bother me for a while